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| The Best Myspace Survey | | * . . About You . . * | | Eye Color:: | Brown | | Hair Color:: | Dirty Blonde | | Height:: | 5' 4" | | Favorite Color:: | Blue, Black, Silver | | Screen Name:: | Why the fuck do you care? | | Favorite Band:: | Frank Sinatra :D....and Thornley | | Favorite Movie:: | Constantine, National Treasure | | Favorite Show:: | 24 | | Your Car:: | Saturn SL | | Your Hometown:: | Birthplace? Davenport, Long Island | | Your Present Town:: | Cowtown, USA | | Your Crushes First Name:: | Sex del banco...I'msorrywhat? | | Your Grade:: | 11 | | Your Style:: | As long as I'm not naked. | | * . . Have You Ever . . * | | Sat on your rooftop?: | Planning it | | Kissed someone in the rain?: | I fucking wish. | | Danced in a public place?: | Yes | | Smiled for no reason?: | Yea | | Laughed so hard you cried?: | Plenty of times | | Peed your pants after age 8?: | Yea, when I was laughed so hard I cried... | | Written a song?: | Do piano sonnets count? | | Sang to someone for no reason?: | SPRINGTIME FOR HITLER, BIOTCH :D | | Performed on a stage?: | If working in the Tech Crew counts | | Talked to someone you don't know?: | Yea | | Gone out of your way to befriend someone?: | Sadly yes | | Made out in a theatre?: | Too 70's for my style.... | | Gone roller skating since 8th grade?: | Yeap. | | Been in love?: | Sure have.... | | * . . Who was the last person to . . * | | Say HI to you?: | Uke | | Tell you, I love you?: | Veli :3 | | Kiss you?: | bite me :3 | | Hug you?: | ...uke... | | Tell you BYE?: | GUESS, BITCH. | | Write you a note?: | Becca! | | Take your photo?: | Myself *Strikes deep thinking pose....* | | Call your cell phone?: | Mike | | Buy you something?: | Abuela, when we went out to Panera. | | Go with you to the movies?: | Colleen | | Sing to you?: | Veli :D | | Write a poem about you?: | ......Veli O____o;; | | Text message you?: | Ruriko! | | Touch you?: | Your Mom :D | | * . . What's the last . . * | | Time you laughed?: | About an hour ago | | Time you cried?: | I dont know, a while ago probably | | Movie you watched?: | The Pianist | | Joke you told?: | "How'd you know he was an alien?" "Easy! He had no friends!" | | Song you've sang?: | Urban Trad - "Sanomi" | | Time you've looked at the clock?: | Just now? | | Drink you've had?: | Vanilla Frappuchino | | Number you've dialed?: | Hong Kong Garden | | Book you've read?: | ISBEN - A Doll's House | | Food you've eaten?: | Sweet and Sour Chicken with White and Chicken Fried Rice | | Flavor of gum chewed?: | Spearmint | | Shoes you've worn?: | Sandals | | Store you've been in?: | IGA | | Thing you've said?: | "I wish I looked like Uma Thurman!" | | * . . Can You . . * | | Write with both hands?: | No | | Whistle?: | Yes | | Blow a bubble?: | Uh, yea. Who cant? | | Roll your tounge in a circle?: | Yes | | Cross your eyes?: | Yes | | Touch your tounge to your nose?: | Nope! | | Dance?: | Poorly. Unless you count going nuts to techno and running around the room like it's an iPod comerical or something... | | Gleek?: | what the fuck. | | Stay up a whole night without sleep?: | Easily :D | | Speak a different language?: | Yes, Si, Ja, Yi, Hai, Kylvää, Da. | | Impersonate someone?: | Yush | | Prank call people?: | Not after the last one I pranked, and ended up getting a country song answering machine that made me cry myself to sleep.... | | Make a card pyramid?: | Naw T___T;; | | Cook anything?: | Yes, I'm great at cooking deserts | | * . . Finish The Line . . * | | If i were a ...: | Rich man, de da dee dum da de dum... | | I wish ...: | I were an Oscar Meir Wiener | | So many people don't know that ...: | I'm a helpless romantic | | I am ...: | completelly off my rocker. | | My heart is ...: | A rock :D |
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| This Is My Life, Rated | Life:
|  6.3 | Mind:
| 5.8 | Body:
| 5.7 | Spirit:
|  7.1 | Friends/Family:
|  5.3 | Love:
|  0 | Finance:
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Taoism
Your ideals mostly resemble those of the Taoist faith. Spirituality is the most important thing in your life. You strive to live by all of your ideals, and live a very intellectually focused life.
20% spiritual.
20% reason-oriented.
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Cattell's 16 Factor Test Results | Warmth | ||||||||||||||||||||| | 62% | | Intellect | ||||||||||||||||||||| | 66% | | Emotional Stability | ||||||||| | 22% | | Aggressiveness | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| | 82% | | Liveliness | |||||||||||||||||| | 58% | | Dutifulness | ||||||||||||||||||||| | 66% | | Social Assertiveness | ||||||||||||||| | 50% | | Sensitivity | ||||||||||||||||||||| | 62% | | Paranoia | |||||||||||||||||||||||| | 78% | | Abstractness | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| | 86% | | Introversion | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| | 82% | | Anxiety | |||||||||||||||||| | 54% | | Openmindedness | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| | 82% | | Independence | ||||||||||||||| | 42% | | Perfectionism | ||||||||||||||||||||| | 62% | | Tension | ||||||||||||||| | 42% | | Take Cattell 16 Factor Test (similar to 16pf)personality tests by similarminds.com Enneagram Test Results | Type 1 | Perfectionism | |||||||||||||| | 54% | | Type 2 | Helpfulness | |||||||||||| | 45% | | Type 3 | Image Focus | |||||||||||||||| | 62% | | Type 4 | Hypersensitivity | |||||||||||||| | 58% | | Type 5 | Detachment | |||||||||||||| | 56% | | Type 6 | Anxiety | |||||||||||||||| | 64% | | Type 7 | Adventurousness | |||||||||||||||| | 61% | | Type 8 | Aggressiveness | |||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Type 9 | Calmness | |||||||||||| | 41% | Your main type is 8 Your variant is sexual | Take Free Enneagram Personality Test Advanced Global Personality Test Results | Extraversion | |||||| | 23% | | Stability | |||||||||| | 36% | | Orderliness | |||||||||||||| | 53% | | Empathy | |||||||||||||||||| | 76% | | Interdependence | |||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Intellectual | |||||||||||||| | 56% | | Mystical | |||||||||||||||| | 63% | | Artistic | |||||||||||||||||||| | 90% | | Religious | || | 10% | | Hedonism | |||||||||||| | 50% | | Materialism | |||||||||||||| | 56% | | Narcissism | |||||| | 23% | | Adventurousness | |||||||||||| | 43% | | Work ethic | |||||||||||| | 50% | | Self absorbed | |||| | 16% | | Conflict seeking | |||||||||||| | 43% | | Need to dominate | |||||||||||||||| | 70% | | | Romantic | |||||||||||||| | 56% | | Avoidant | |||||||||||| | 50% | | Anti-authority | |||||||||||| | 50% | | Wealth | |||||| | 23% | | Dependency | |||||||||| | 36% | | Change averse | |||||||||||||| | 56% | | Cautiousness | |||||||||||||||||| | 76% | | Individuality | |||||||||||||||||||| | 90% | | Sexuality | |||||||||||| | 43% | | Peter pan complex | |||||||||||| | 43% | | Physical security | |||||||||||||||||||| | 83% | | Food indulgent | |||||||||||||||||| | 76% | | Histrionic | |||||| | 23% | | Paranoia | |||||||||||||||||||| | 90% | | Vanity | |||||||||||| | 50% | | Hypersensitivity | |||||||||||||||| | 63% | | Female cliche | |||||||||||| | 43% | |
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The Keys to Your Heart
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You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. |
In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. |
You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. |
You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. |
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. |
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. |
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. |
In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered. |
Your Birthdate: April 4 |
Being born on the 4th day of the month should help make you a better manager and organizer.
You may be more responsible and self-disciplined than you realize.
Sincere and honest, you are a serious and hard working individual.
Your feelings are likely to seem somewhat repressed at times.
The number 4 has something of an inhibiting effect on your ability to show and express affections, as feeling are very closely regulated and controlled.
You are apt to be much more practical, rational, and conscious of details.
There is a good deal of rigidity and stubbornness associated with the number 4. |
Your Life Path Number Is 8 |
8
You are focused on learning the satisfactions to be found in the material world.
The Life Path 8 produces many powerful, confident and materially successful people.
You are apt to be very independent, forceful and competitive.
Your routine is involved in practical, down-to-earth affairs, and there is relatively little time for dreams and visions.
You will want to use your ambitions, your organizational ability, and your efficient approach to carve a satisfying niche for yourself.
Most of your concerns involve money and learning of the power that comes with its proper manipulation.
This Life Path is perhaps the one that is the most concerned with and desirous of status, as an accompaniment to material success.
You are endowed with tremendous potential for conceiving far-reaching schemes and ideas.
You also possess the tenacity and independence to follow them through to completion.
In short, you are well-equipped for competition in the business world or in other competitive fields of endeavor.
You know how to manage yourself and your environment.
You are practical and steady in your pursuit of major objectives, and you have the courage of your convictions when it comes to taking the necessary chances to get ahead.
The negative 8 can be dictatorial and often suppresses the enthusiasm and efforts of fellow member of the environment. Often, the strength of their own personality excludes close feelings for other people with whom they come in contact. Material gains and rewards often become issues of utmost importance, even to the neglect of family, home and peace of mind.
Dedication to success can become an obsession.
Emotional feelings are often suppressed by the negative 8, resulting in isolation and loneliness.
All Life Path 8 people must avoid discounting the opinions of others. | |
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*Beats Head on Desk Rapidly* Yea this is my excuse to like...procrastinate my INCREDIBLY STUPID English report. "Write a 3-4 page essay comparing and contrasting John Steinbeck's Of Mice and Men to Barry Levinson's Rain Man" DUUUDE. Good books/movies, stupid to write a report on. Dont. want. to do. this. I'm trying to type a paper after comming home from holding a dinner/dance/photoshoot for 325 5-9 year old girls at the "Mother Daughter Tea Party". We themed it Line Dancing/Country Western. lol, I tried to linedance...I ended up making something like a Triangle... X3;; HAR HAR! *Slaps knee* I R FUNNY. fu. OMG. It's been two hours and now I'm finishing up. So tired. Dont want to do report! AAGGGHHH How about more photos or something
*Will upload later, she's too lazy to right now*
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Well it's been decades now...Maybe I'll actually start updating...HAH Yea right. THat's what I've said everytime. So what have I been up to in the past 6 months? Hmm...Fencing. Yes, Fencing. It went well. We brought home a third place trophy in the Girls EPEE State Tournament :D Worked very hard for it too. Lots of late night practices, till 10. Afterwards, we hosted Foil States. We raised $1,400 towards the team in sold snacks :D What else...what else...Lacrosse began. I start JV...No Varisty yet. All well, more playing time for meeeeeee X3;; Lots of practices, along with the overlapping TECH for the Drama Club. We hosted "A Funny Thing Happened on the Way to the Forum". The best play we've ever put on - I've never seen such a funny play!!! Just lots of scenes about sex, penthouses and prostitutes LOL. Yea, you can imagine how that went. Did I mention men in dresses and lots of gay wuv?...Sorta? lol TECH ended, and now it's all Lacrosse. Yup. AS FOR TODAY!!! I went to Woolsey Hall, which is a performance hall in YALE here in CT. We performed with two other bands. We were only the second worst - the last band, West Haven, was awful. They showed up in T-shirts and Jeans for crying out loud! I mean, we have a bad music program. REALLY bad. So they have no excuse. They have more money than us too, right? Exactly. No excuse. My friend Rachael and I just had fun sitting on the top balcony seating area after we played and made fun of the West Haven Band. (And the obese instructor who couldnt aford a new baton ...it got stuck up her butt X3;; ) OH! And we threw candy down at the people below us LOL. I hit one girl in the head and it bounced off two seats in front of us. X3;; I'm so mature.... Photographias anyone? 
| S | Sophisticated | | U | Unforgettable | | P | Powerful | | P | Playful | | I | Industrious |
Mieliala: |
 stressed |
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Sakura Tange (CCS) - "Release My Heart" | |
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 Modern rock! You're very good! Your lyrics have lots to say, but you can go crazy sometimes... Careful now... Just keep making that music that keeps the rock world watching! What genre of rock are you? brought to you by QuizillaDo I annoy you when I do this? lol
Mieliala: |
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Well, I havent updated here in ages. All well. It's about time I did. The Holiday was good, I got myself an iPod :D;; HAvent stopped using it since I ripped it out if the box XD;; Met some new people, did some things, had a lot of stressfull crap happen, feel sick, not gonna talk. 
Which OS are You?
Mieliala: |
 drained |
Musiikki: |
Express - шсе нэ так | |
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So lesse...in all this time. Teachers in school are pretty cool, I like everyone except by Biology teacher. Jesus! I mean seriously, that is SUCH a stupid class. I cant stand it. DO I CARE ABOUT THE CHEMICAL FORMULA'S OF LIVING ORGANISMS!? NO!!!!! Haha, lucky for me I dont have Bio tomorrow :D;; Plus I dont like the teacher, she tends to grade too irrationally and doesnt look at the actual work. She's the type to pick and choose favorites, or that teacher that seems super nice in the beginging and then just moves on and on through the year, expanding her bitchyness to everyone ^^;; History is pretty awkward....The teacher is this 4 foot tall ADD case who jumps around and somehow or another started doing the CAN-CAN in the middle of writing notes. Yea. That was interesting. But I must say, it was VERY VERY amusing. I'm going to fail that class though - the students take advantage of the teacher, never SHUTUP, and so I never get any notes down and eventually fail the test. -__-;; Geometery is freaking awesome. We have a small class, all cool people, so we can talk about whatever the hell we want inbetween lectures with the teacher and still have time to do our work. Plus, he's an upbeat optimist before. I remember once he randomly started throwing yardsticks accross the room to demonstrate parallel angles...HA! that was fun X3;; English is my favorite though. The teacher is SO FUCKING HILLARIOUS! When we were taking attendance the first day, he's reading off names and:
Mr. Berry - "Barbara Benardo?"
Me: "here!"
Mr. Berry - "Chelsea Armistead?"
Her: "Here!"
Mr. Berry - "How was your summer?"
Her: "Good, yours?"
Mr. Berry - "Pretty Good thanks. Dan Hauser?"
Dan: "Here!"
Mr. Berry - "Dan...Word to your mother, Dan." *ROTFLMAO* Man, good times in there. WE got to listen to BOB MARLEY while taking a vocab test. Is that cool or what? And he's friend's with my last English teacher, so I know somewhat of what to expect from him and the requirements, blah blah. But enough about boring old school. I'm going as Jafar for Halloween! That's such an awesome movie! Great fuckin' music, too. I suggest you all go out and rent it, and then watch it again. It's the best movie! Pocahontas, too. X3;; I dont think that'll exactly impress the REALLY FUCKIN' hott guy I like though....I dont even have the guts to say hi. I've spoken a few sentences to him TWICE. That's it. And he's so nice, but the other time he wasnt so happy...
Last time I failed to say hi, my friend picked me up, and I had to cling to a locker, and it STILL didnt help as she picked me up and carried me to him down the hall just to say "hi" LMAO. Good times. Grammie came home from Florida after her 1 month vaca too! ...And now I'm getting too lazy to type. X3;;
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Musiikki: |
Iio - "Rapture (Tastes so Sweet) [Radio Edit]" | |
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Okay, I promise, I'll actually use this thing for writing instead of mass quiz results lol. Sorry about all that guys X3;; Yeap. So yesturday Suppi held a party for some of the kids from my Chinese class and invited another one of her closer friends. It was...interesting. I think it went horrible and everyone's trying to be modest about it, but I do hope they enjoyed themselves. It didnt have the greatest start to it. I told everyone to use mapquest after giving out my address. Well, everyone got lost. ...Everyone from Chinese that is. The friend I was closer here came right on time. BUT, THe mailbox that states my house number is on the other side of the street, so a half hour late, the first guest from chinese class (Tony) pulls into the yard accross the street. Well of course, the neighbor is an friggin' ASSHOLE! His daughter comes over everyday to play with my sister, and he is WeLL aware of this house number. But when Tony asked, he goes: "Uhh...no, this is 25, I think you've got the wrong house." So Tony goes: "Where can I find __?" And my FUCKING neighbor just says he has the wrong house. SO TONY WENT HOME! YEP!!!! By then it was almost 3:30 (And the party started at 2, and was to be held untill 7). My close friend and I sat outside for an hour when she got here, sitting on the edge of the driveway, hoping someone showed up. I felt really effing pathetic. Then I find out the neighbor pushed off my guests. I just ran around screaming: "BERRY," (the neighbor) "YOU FUCKINg ASSHOLE! ARE YOU ON CRACK!? WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM, YOU JUST DROVE AWAY ALL MY PARTY GUESTS YOU FAG!!!"
Yea. I was pissed. So I ran online, and Tony was on AIM, thank god, and I helped him to get here aGAIN. While we waited, two other guests came. They had trouble, but werent trailed off. Right after that, Tony showed up. So now it's my close friend, Tony, Jimmy, and Johnny. And by now, it was 4:00 >>;; One other guest, Noelle, was comming later on around five. I set everyone up in the glass room with food and drinks, but we just sat and talked. None of us had the effort to play a game *Laughs*..I think O__o;; We just kept sitting and eating...Then finally we decided to watch "Bad Santa", and ate some pizza...Then Noelle showed up, and we watched part of the "Butterfly Effect"..but during the movie, Dad came in and kicked everyone out, since it was 7:30 at night. Some party, Huh? Agsdfdlskfjsdklj
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Kraski & Jak40 - "Ti u menja odna" | |
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I cant take any more of my father.....Just watch me go fucking insane.
Mieliala: |
rejected |
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ABSOLUTELLY NOTHING! | |
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This quiz is quite accurate, it's amazing! It's a tie!
I wish this one will become accurate (Hey man, I'm STILL single..aNd proud! Wh00t!)
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*ROTFLMAO* OMG, THIS IS SO ACCURATE:
Say WHAT!?
BULLLLLSSSHIIITTT!:
Wh00t! I'm a whore!
OMFGI'M D000MED!
How about no.:
Wh00?:
This is....No comment.
...Why havent I died yet?
Hey look, I'm just like Vash the Stampede!
Who the hell are these guys:
Why?
JACK SPARROW!!! >O<;;!
YAY!!!
Mieliala: |
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Benny Goodman - "Life Goes to a Party" | |
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...I'm smart?...I think? Congratulations, Suppi!
Your IQ score is 109 This number is based on a scientific formula that compares how many questions you answered correctly on the Classic IQ Test relative to others. Your Intellectual Type is Precision Processor. This means you're exceptionally good at discovering quick solutions to problems, especially ones that involve math or logic. You're also resourceful and able to think on your feet. And that's just some of what we know about you from your test results.
Mieliala: |
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Really, I hope everyone from Islam dies. I just saw the video of Nick Berg's beheading. I dont think I'm ever going to sleep again. Holy FUCK. I'm going to be sick. And now another American's been beheaded. Oh my God. I'm going to launch an atomic bomb on the whole fucking middle east worthless bunch of shitty-ass cunt rags. Happy Summer.
Mieliala: |
DISGUSTED! |
Musiikki: |
TWO-MIX - "Dance Revolution" | |
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Woooooooooow. This day just sucked total and complete ASS. Yesturday, that being Memorial Day, I had to march with the band playing all these patriotic songs in the parade held every year. It wasnt that bad, I even walked up the road with my Grandmother for some ice cream. About an hour or two after I got home, I felt sick. Just a runny nose and stomach ache, it wasnt that bad. But I still helped out my Dad with the deck we're building, and the friend he invited made a deal saying he'd go get his friends to help him out with the deck, if he made them a barbeque as a Memorial Day Celebration. So Dad agreed, and he brought all these fat guys over, who sat on their ass the whole time and watched my Dad work while they ate chips and salsa and lots of other stuff. Only one of the men helped out. I gave up helping because there were so many people around it became a burden, and my stomach just hurt even more.
So I wind up going to bed yesturday at 5:00 PM. I fell asleep, but woke up at 8 PM, probably from being worried about something way off topic. So I try falling back to sleep, and fail pitifully. I couldnt fall back to sleep untill 11:00 PM. So I fall asleep, and not much later, I wake up at 3:00 AM this morning, sneezing my brains out and blowing my nose with a stomach and head ache. I couldnt fall back to sleep, and around 5:00 AM (My normal wake-up time), I step in the shower to get ready for school. (I didnt want to take off, I'd already missed a lot of school in the past month and cant afford an absence 9 days before finals.)
I go to get my breakfast, and with my bagel, I go to make some tea with honey for my sore throat. Of course, I go to grab the honey in the closet, and I find the enter container one big gel blob of ants. I couldnt even see the honey anymore. It was just ant Molases. (We have a clean house, but living by the woods lets bugs in VERY easily). So I grab the glass Jar of honey, which I sat for 20 minutes crushing ants that were all over the outside of the jar and on the top of the lid. Not only that, but I dropped the glass jar and it almost shattered all over Mom's new stove.
I'm in school, feeling like shit, and this one girl who I am friends with (Not much longer, she's a complete drama queen ((I'm NOT being a hypocrite either)) and complains about every little thing that happens. I dont have a problem with it, but I have a problem when she doesnt give a crap about anyone else's issues and doesnt help others with problems they have, nor does she take the advice people gives her to her problems and then whines about them. SHE'S A JUNIOR TOO! GROW UP GIRL!) comes to me by my locker at the beginging of the day and whines: "Ohhh...I feel soooo sick! And I had like...30 drunk guys at my house, and I STILL had to go to work!"
Suppi: "I built a deck all weekend."
Suppi's friend (We will call her L-chan): "AND THEN ALL DAY SUNDAY, WE WENT OVER THE DRUNK MEN'S HOUSE!"
Suppi: "I built a deck all weekend." <--I say this quite dryly, too.
L-chan: "So what!? I've built two decks in a single day, and a roof!"
Suppi: "Even put in 5 48" holes into the yard...WITHOUT a machine?" (Referring to the cement support beams that go through the ground, to keep the deck stable and safe in the ground) "And THEN built the deck? Ours was 16'x16'"
L-chan: "Yep! By my own hands!" (She's saying this with a very *HUMPH! WHAT NOW?* additude) "And the one I did was 24'x24'!"
Suppi: "Okay...."
L-chan: "Yep, so what now? Oh Barb..I feel so sick...."
WHAT THE FUCK YOU STUPID BITCH!? PEOPLE WHO BUILD DECKS FOR A LIVING CANT EVEN DO THAT IN ONE DAY! MY FATHER AND I HAD TO DO IT WITH OUR HANDS THROUGH ROCK, AND EVEN WITHOUT THE MACHINE, IT TOOK US TWO - THREE FULL DAYS! MY DAD AND MY STRENGTH COMBINED! AND I'M NO STICK! THEN THE DECK ALONE IS TAKING MORE THAN 4 DAYS! SO DONT GIVE ME THAT SHIT! AND 24'x24'!? KISS MY ASS WOMAN! WHAT WERE YOU DIGGIN THROUGH - SAND!? JESUS CHRIST SUPERSTAR!
Oh, and it gets better with her. I'm at lunch, and a friend of mine, Blake, gives me a dollar to buy something nice to go with my lunch. I'm like: *___*;;! "THANK YOU SO MUCH! AWESOME! EXTRAS! WH0000T!" Then L-chan walks over to the table, taking my friends seat, pouting her ass off. She wasnt eating, so I was like: "Do you have money?" She just shook her head. Since I didnt wanna seem like a selfish asshole, (I already had a lunch), I gave her the money. I handed it to her and said: "Here's a dollar, go grabs something to eat and come hang out over here." She just stands up and goes: (Even though lunch is her favorite period of the day) "I'm not coming back, lunch fucking sucks!" (And she's giving me this "HELL NO!" type of look)
Suppi: "How come? Just come sit so you can cheer up! I thought you liked lunch?"
L-chan: "Fuck no! Lunch fucking sucks, it fucking sucks ass!"
SHE WALKS OFF, POUTING, WITH MY MONEY, AND BUYS HERSELF SOMETHING TO EAT AND WALKS OVER TO A CORNER BY HERSELF AND SITS. I was SO Mad. I was like "WTF BLAKE!? THAT WHORE JUST WALKED OFF WITH MY MONEY! I WANTED TO GET A GRANOLA BAR AND SOME FLAVORED WATER SO BADLY!!!! GOD DAMMIT!"
I wouldnt have a problem with her discussing her issues at all. I really wouldnt. I'm happy with helping people out with their problems. It's the fact she's a crybaby about it. We all come and giver her advice, and she dosent take it. Then she goes and starts complaining about how her issue isnt fair. Or, she just doesnt share at all. What probably sets off the most, is that when me or one of my other friends are upset, she doesnt care. One of my friends is going through a SERIOUS issue, and even though L-chan is close to my friend, when L-chan was told that she was moving by the girl herself, she was like: "Oh...yea....okay...anyways..OMG! I HAVE A DATE FOR PROM! OMG COME LOOK AT THE PICTURES OF HIM! ISNT HE GREAT!"..Or he tries to out-do you with her own ass problem. That's what sets me off so badly. Worst of all, she thinks she can build a deck on her own and kick serious ass, when she couldnt even do a single drill in fencing (Back in winter). She quit fencing for a while, for work, and since we were improving in stamina and our workout increased, we were in better shape then her. Then, around the end of the season, she came back. Still, she couldnt make it in fencing position once up the gym. When I saw her face at the end, she was purple and was complaining about her knee cap that pops out. *Rolls eyes* Then she didnt come back to fencing, and her excuse for not being able to do the drill is "I think I have asthma." She went to the doctor about it, and he said she had the slightest mild case, and to use the inhaler. So she comes up to me about a week later, shows me the inhaler, and she's like: "I'm too afriad to use it!" (Too afraid, maybe...because it has medicine in it YOU DONT NEED, SO IT COULD KILL YOU!?)
*Sigh* But that's enough with her. Oh...except for the fact she kept poking me one day and going: "Barrrrb" So I told her to stop, and she goes: "Oh yea? What if I dont?"
Suppi: "Then I'll beat the shit out of you."
L-chan: "Haha. I'd like to see you try, shortstack." LESSE HERE, SHE CANT DO A SINGLE LAP AROUND THE GYM WITHOUT DYING, WHILE I RUN 1.5 - 3 MILES IN LACROSSE EACH DAY, AND I HAVE KNOWLEDGE IN FIGHTING FROM THE MARINE CORPS. NOT ONLY THAT, BUT SHE HAS A KNEE THAT POPS IN AND BREAKS (She's had the bad knee for a while). Lesse...seeing as how I know how to SHATTER an ordinary knee with just one hand, I wonder what HER knee would do? She just thinks she's tough because she took Karate in like..4th grade. Woo. *Twirls finger* BUT ANYWAYS...Even though the Lacrosse season is techincally over, we all have practices, because Varsity is going to states, and we are required to practice with them. (Jesus, JV doesnt count, but we have to help Varsity out >>;; ) And so, since it's the week of practice before states, practice has been extended an EVIL half hour. It's now 2:30 - 5 PM. And today, while we did a relay race, I was running with the ball, and since my team was just barelly in the lead and really wanted to win so we didnt have to sprint, I ignored my mouthgaurd that fell on the ground and decided to get it after the drill was over. (Mouthgaurds falling arent uncommon in Lacrosse). So it's the end of the drill, and our team wins, and I'm congradulated by finding four of the girls using my mouthgaurd as a Lacrosse ball, running it through the cut grass clippings, the dirt, and stepping on it with their cleats. They sat there rolling all over it when it turned into a dogpile competition to see who could get my Mouthgaurd first. DUDE, NOT ONLY DO I PUT THAT IN MY MOUTH, BUT IT COST ME $16!!! SIXTEEN DOLLARS FOR A PIECE OF RUBBER! THANKS FOR DESTROYING IT, GIRLS!
And I still havent gotten in touch with the coach for football, because I want to be assistant manager and need to meet him. The season just started today, too! To make things better, my Grandmother forgot to tell me she was working today, so I never told my parents I needed a ride home from Lacrosse. So I was waiting for a half hour and finally called up my parents to come down and get me. Great. Then I come home and find my sister left one mini cut-and-bake cookie for me to eat, while she got a platefull, and what Mom was making for dinner, I didnt like. So I made myself French Toast and had some Ice Cream for desert. And I STILL feel like shit. Sorry if right now I sound like the girl I hate, but I needed to get my feelings out somewhere; I thought I was going to explode. I swear, I was going to combust in a gigantic mealtdown. Sorry. (Btw, did I mention I failed my Spanish Quiz today? :D )
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